I do not want my friends to see this passage, so it appears here. No one knows my blogger.
My mood is like the weather in Beijing now, rainy. The thunder seemed break my dream. I did worse than first time in TOEFL. How could it happen?
Since I was child, I have felt much pressure. I do not have a nice face, I do not have a family of great renown and influence. But I want to be outstanding. Then I worked so hard to gain others' admiration. And I did a great job, got what I deserved.
However, I lost myself since my college. Though I still worded hard, I cannot get so much progress in the exams. My performance cannot earn others' appreaciation. It seemed that I disappeared in the crowd. I got some progress on my luck? I cannot judge.
A new target appeared two years ago. First, I must get good scores in the GRE and TOEFL. My confidence declined little by little. There is a distance which seems difficult for me to get cross.
You may think I will give up. NO! NEVER! It seems dark in front of me. But I know, sunshine is just behind the darkness. And I believe I could use my hard work to beat the darkness and get my sunshine!
Never give up! Go! Hope is in front!
