Nobody to talk

I heard that waiting for the offer was very tough. This time, I taste it.

It has been near the end of February, but I only have a rejection letter. Right, actually I haven't received that. I just got the message from the website. At first, it was hard for me to accept the truth. Since I was 6, I was never rejected by a school. I even got admission without tests. However, the situation has changed. I have to compete with all the applicants in the world. I'm not weak, but not so strong that I could win easily. Maybe I'm not so outstanding in some aspects. The most important thing is I believe in myself.

People around me who applied have got an offer or admission. I know, they doubt about me. I have to stand under the pressure. I have to finish every task perfectly. Paper... Master thesis... Necessary contact... Right, I could and must handle them.

My best friend always asks me why I have to push myself so hard. He thinks that I don't have to do all the staff. I could get my master degree, find a job, find a good girl, begin to have easy but happy life. That's true. But I know it's not what I want. I want my life to be more colorful. I want to travel around the world, meet different people, experience different cultures, most importantly, learn the most advanced technology. I need to have endless fresh ideas. Where do they come from? The world. I cannot just focus on one point.

Yes, this procedure is long and difficult. But it's worth trying. I believe whatever obstacle I meet, I could overcome it. What brings me the feel of success? The answer is breaking stones on my way.

Carry on!